It's been 9 days. I’ve been eating all the kuih raya, lemang ketupat, rendang and bla...bla...bla...It's Raya and haiyoOoyoo I tell you....I gain weight ...I was #0 when Ramadan ended but now after 9 day of hari raya I'm #3 ..I gain 3 kg ooOO... People said that I lost weight. But the fact that I know how much I eat while I'm in Kelantan and I don't think I lost weight(maybe it's because of the stress any everything I’ve gone through)...But That's what everybody said...kak nani will get angry because every time she said I’ve lost weight I will definitely disagree with her ,I don't feel that way. I don't have the confidence in my self. Even pak g said I’ve lost weight ...Kak Dena said "Ehh!! Awak dah ada pinggang tau"...Kak Haz Said that I look Smaller then before...I want to loose weight. Its hard being Obese...I cried when I watched Oprah helping all the kids around the world with obesity problems. I’m scared I don't feel well rite now. My Asthma is getting Bad to worth...I can't sleep...My Chest hurts....my back hurts ....I’m sweating and I’m not comfortable with it. It’s hard seeing everybody around me dress up and they look great while I'm having a hard time to find me a"baju"to wear...My sister always said to me that i have to be confidence with my self. If I’m confidence with my self people will respect me for who I am ...Take care of you self : don't let people under estimate you...Just be your self and lead a healthy life...love your self and people around you...
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