How can I not Eat....When there's FoOd in front of me..

It's been 9 days. I’ve been eating all the kuih raya, lemang ketupat, rendang and bla...bla...bla...It's Raya and haiyoOoyoo I tell you....I gain weight ...I was #0 when Ramadan ended but now after 9 day of hari raya I'm #3 ..I gain 3 kg ooOO... People said that I lost weight. But the fact that I know how much I eat while I'm in Kelantan and I don't think I lost weight(maybe it's because of the stress any everything I’ve gone through)...But That's what everybody said...kak nani will get angry because every time she said I’ve lost weight I will definitely disagree with her ,I don't feel that way. I don't have the confidence in my self. Even pak g said I’ve lost weight ...Kak Dena said "Ehh!! Awak dah ada pinggang tau"...Kak Haz Said that I look Smaller then before...I want to loose weight. Its hard being Obese...I cried when I watched Oprah helping all the kids around the world with obesity problems. I’m scared I don't feel well rite now. My Asthma is getting Bad to worth...I can't sleep...My Chest hurts....my back hurts ....I’m sweating and I’m not comfortable with it. It’s hard seeing everybody around me dress up and they look great while I'm having a hard time to find me a"baju"to wear...My sister always said to me that i have to be confidence with my self. If I’m confidence with my self people will respect me for who I am ...Take care of you self : don't let people under estimate you...Just be your self and lead a healthy life...love your self and people around you...

Shut up and get back to work

Day after tomorrow I’ll start working again (doing my 3rd practical) but this time I'm having my practical at Bamboo river(Sg.Buloh la!!)....wish me luck!! My friends said that the entire patient there are critical...Allah please give me strength to go through all this. I’m happy with what I’m doing rite now but I’m not sure whether I'm in the rite place or not. I just hope for the best in my life...But something is not rite...you know what there's something wrong with my memory...the moment I went out of my class I forgot what I’ve learn and I don't know why...I can't even think properly and I feel bad about it...

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Raya Bersama Cik Tasya

Tasya I miss you...you take care ok..

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Little Kak D

Swimming at Kak dena's house

Baby Nasya

From Collages

Majlis pertunangan Abang

-love-

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

Nocameranopics photography

Atok Yun

Bila Larut Malam....

Cucu and Cicit tok yun

Menantu Tok Yun

Adik mintak ampun byk2..

Nur Syazwani Bt Redzuwan

mama:Ni Abang punya pasal...siapa suruh tak letak tanda AWAS!! cat belum kering..hehehe

Riang Ria Raya...

Hari Raya...hmmm ader lagi ker raya?As you grow older raya dah tak macam dulu..kalau dulu raya dapat duit raya,pergi raya sini sana...sekarang!! pagi pergi sembahyang raya...balik salam semua orang ,ambil gambar then habis..Friends?? masing2 dah ada hidup baru...ramai dah lost contact..kita jarang jumpa...kadang2 sedih jugaklah..tp nak buat macam mana that's life....things don't always go the way we want them to0...huhu
sELaMat HaRi RaYa & MaAf ZahiR Batin..